Happy Anniversary..

Dear DH

Today is our 14th wedding anniversary and it also marks the time that we met 18 years ago.
From that moment,we knew we were soul mates.....

Time has not changed that....

I still get excited when we have days off together...
I still think of you when your not here...
And I still ring you 3 times a day, because after a few hours I miss your voice...

We have so many memories and have shared so many things...

We have learned to cope with your illness by living life in the moment...I realize now that you cannot spend your whole life worrying.... you just have to deal with it...one minute at a time !.....even if it's hard to breath...

It's been a hard lesson for me, because sometimes I want to scream and shout ...how unfair it is....but you always remind me....There is, always someone worse off...

It's true....I know...there is....

I'm sorry that we never got to have that 4th child that you always wanted...I'm sorry that the Chemo medication you endured took it away from you....

Yes...I know....Life is not always fair...it's about playing hard and sucking the marrow out of it..

You are a wonderful partner, friend, soul mate, husband and realist...

I'm proud of you and I feel so lucky to share my life with you...

Our life......

Our love.......

Always.......